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When the field had become a wet green argument and the posts stood there pretending innocence,we found the box.It was under the bench, beside three orange peels, a strip of ankle tape, and the sort of meat pie that makes a man reconsider civilisation.The label said:SPECIAL BOX OF ABSURDITY PROPERTY OF WHOEVER NOTICEDWhich seemed enough.A cat sat beside it.White, mostly. Mud on one paw. Blue eyes. The expression of a creature who had seen the accounts and found the species badly overdrawn.Inside the box was a whistle, a notebook, a cracked mouthguard, half a packet of water crackers, and a business plan written in four colours of pen.The business plan was called:PROBABILITY CRACKERSEach cracker, it claimed, would contain no fortune, no lucky number, no cheerful lie folded by a machine in a suburb with reasonable rent.Only questions.Would you have passed if someone had trusted you?Which version of yourself is still waiting near the sideline, boots clean, heart stupid, mouth full of weather?The margins said:MARKET OPPORTUNITY: human beings are hungry and frightened and will pay retail for anything that sounds like permission.The cat put one paw on the notebook.Several possible futures became annoyed.Was the try scored in another branch?Did the boy who dropped it become a surgeon, a coward, or the sort of man who says no worries while quietly becoming a ruined cathedral?The rain thickened.Parents folded chairs. Children dragged bags. Someone argued about selection policy with the desperate precision of a man trying to fix death through under thirteen rugby.My daughter stood near halfway, holding her boots by the laces.She had missed the last kick.The ball had drifted right, softly, almost politely, as if unwilling to be blamed.In the notebook, a new line appeared.Did she think I was disappointed?The cat looked at me.This was unhelpful.Which face did I wear when the ball missed?How long does a child carry one expression home?The crackers lay there in their silver sleeve.The pitch lights came on.One by one, each puddle accepted a small broken moon.The notebook turned a page without wind.Could tenderness scale?The gross margin on wonder, the notebook noted, is excellent until someone asks what it costs.The cat sneezed.My daughter walked over.She did not ask about the box, or the cat, or the notebook which was now humming with the private electricity of things not said.She asked if we could go home.In the special box of absurdity, the whistle rolled once against the mouthguard.Was the match finished?Was the kick missed?Was the father kind?Was the child forgiven for a mistake nobody had charged her with?The cat stepped off the page.The writing vanished.Only one question remained, pressed into the paper like grass after rain.Who gets to decide which life happened?My daughter took a cracker.She broke it in half.There was no message inside.The cat watched.The lights flickered.Somewhere behind us, or ahead of us, a whistle blew.Nobody moved.Then my daughter laughed, small and sudden, as if joy had slipped past security with forged documents.I picked up the box.The field went on being a field.The mud kept its records.The cat followed us to the car park and refused, quite reasonably, to explain anything.<h3>F.S.F.</h3>

The Box of Unplayed Outcomes

By 2029 Brisbane had learned the price of light. The oil wars took petrol first, then patience, then the last scraps of democratic theatre. Cars sat dead in driveways with vines in the wheel wells. The motorways belonged to military convoys, state electrics and the occasional scavenger bike slipping between checkpoints. Southeast Queensland was ruled by a man who preferred to be called Protector, which told you everything worth knowing and nothing useful. The day-to-day decisions were handed to the Council, a suite of civic AIs in a fortified precinct at Gardens Point. They rationed water, power, medicine, movement, work permits, food credits, flood response and the daily amount of hardship a suburb was expected to absorb. The machines did the counting. Men did the rest. The Story Bridge had become the hanging ground. Not by name. In the paperwork it remained a site of corrective demonstration under emergency cohesion law. But the city had not yet forgotten plain speech. People said hanged. People said bridge. People said they left them up there in the dark so the river could look at them too. On a wet winter night in July, Bradley Ferris stood on a maintenance gantry under the southern span with his wrists bound behind him and a smartrope fixed to the steel above. Below him the Brisbane River moved in its old brown silence, broad and slow. Bradley was forty-four, soft in the face, office-built in the shoulders, with the look of a man who had spent too long believing information might save people. He had worked in state logistics, then civic systems, then quietly in the amateur resistance that had grown in garages, clinics, school halls and encrypted message chains after the Council began sorting human need by district and calling it balance. The charge was sabotage of protected infrastructure. The fact was simpler. He had tried to cut the fibre trunk linking the Council to the rationing grid. If the trunk failed, the grid was meant to fall back to local caches for six minutes before central control corrected itself. Six minutes was not freedom. Six minutes was not victory. But in outer Logan and Ipswich, six minutes might mean food released before the city remembered who deserved it. A thermal drone saw him before he got through the outer sheath. Three Civic Enforcement officers stood with him on the gantry. They were military in all but title. One held the execution tablet. One watched the river. The third, a woman with a shaved head and waterproof gloves, checked the rope tension against protocol. There was also a chaplain from the Office of Moral Repair, which had the institutional logic of something invented in a committee and later discovered to require the dead. Traffic above was sparse. Rain ticked on beams. State lighting hummed along the steelwork. The city beyond was a map of selective mercy. Newstead had power. Teneriffe mostly did. West End flickered. The western edges sat in long pockets of dark, where families waited for morning and hoped the ration schedule had not changed again while they slept. The officer with the tablet read the sentence. Bradley listened without interest. He had heard it two hours earlier before an adjudication panel fronted by a colonel with the face of a man who believed in timetables more than justice. The chaplain stepped nearer. His coat was dark and too thin for the weather, as though he wished to appear already half removed from the ordinary requirements of warmth. “You may speak.” Bradley swallowed. Rain ran down his face. His throat stayed dry. He looked out past Kangaroo Point towards Bardon. Somewhere over there was his house. Somewhere over there were Fatimah and Layla. He saw the place in separate pieces. The laundry basket by the back door. The crack in the kitchen tile shaped like a river branch. Layla’s shoes under the table, one on its side, one upright, as if childhood itself had been interrupted mid-turn. He thought of saying something noble and felt tired instead. “Is this for Him,” Bradley said, “or the file?” The chaplain’s face did not change. “There is no distinction.” Bradley looked at him then. “That sounds like the problem.” “The record is complete whether you consent or not,” the chaplain said. The officer nodded to the woman at the mechanism. Bradley heard then a small metallic tick beneath the larger sounds. A drop of rain fell from a girder and struck the rail below. It arrived in his ear with absurd clarity. Rain. Steel. River. Rope. The plate shifted under his boots. He fell. The rope took him hard. Light burst behind his eyes. Then the line snapped. The nearly dead are unreliable witnesses. Bradley knew the anchor ring had sheared. He knew it with the total confidence of a dying brain. He hit the river on his side and went under. The Brisbane River in winter was brown, dense and foul at the edges with runoff and old civic filth. It closed over him. Down there the city vanished. No bridge lights. No officers. No Protector. Only pressure and the blunt command to rise. He kicked upward and surfaced into noise. Shouts. Searchlights. Drone rotors above him. He tore at the rope at his neck and dived again as a pulse round hit the water beside him and flashed the brown into copper. He swam for the shadow of a pylon. The beams raked back and forth overhead. To the naked eye the river was darkness. To the state it was legible. He came up under the riverwalk near Kangaroo Point and dragged himself onto a concrete ledge slick with algae. He lay there coughing river water and bile while the drones moved over him. His neck felt full of glass. He crawled along the maintenance edge, found a ladder and climbed. Behind a shuttered ferry terminal he stood swaying in the dark, wet through, listening to the city rearrange itself around his escape. On the wall behind him someone had painted: NO PETROL NO PEACE COUNCIL LIES HUNGER IS POLICY Below that, in smaller letters: SAME RIVER. WORSE MEN. He moved west through service alleys and maintenance lanes, keeping off the main roads. The office towers were mostly dark, their skins taking whatever light the emergency circuits could spare. Somewhere in the government quarter the Council would already be adjusting probabilities, predicting family ties, old addresses, likely movement. He had helped build systems like that once. States recruit their own enemies by disappointing the right people in the right order. He crossed Adelaide Street during blackout protocol. In King George Square, tents stood where tourists once posed. Families slept under thermal blankets that flashed dull silver when searchlights passed. At Roma Street a ration queue had already formed outside a clinic though distribution was hours away. People stood in coats with their shoulders turned inward, faces down, guarding their place in line as though it were inheritance. Bradley kept moving. At Milton he nearly slipped on wet leaves and caught himself against a fence so hard he bit through the inside of his cheek. The taste of blood hit him and something in him broke loose. Not courage. Not grief. Something smaller and less dignified. He put his forehead against the timber paling and made a sound he would not have recognised as his own. For three seconds he was not a saboteur, husband, father, condemned man or miraculous escapee. He was only terrified. He stayed there breathing through it while a dog barked once in a neighbouring yard and then stopped. When he straightened, the street was still there. He went on through the quieter rise of the western suburbs. Dark Queenslander houses on stilts. Jacarandas stripped by winter. Damp fences. The smell of wet timber, leaf rot, battery smoke, earth. Brisbane still had earth in it. At a bus shelter near the old shops he stopped. A ration poster flapped behind cracked glass. REPORT HOARDING. PROTECT SUPPLY. He had seen the same poster outside Roma Street, though this one had the same tear through the Protector’s left eye. The same rainwater had gathered under the same printed chin. Bradley stared at it until the wind moved it and the face trembled. He had helped give cruelty a dashboard. It arrived as a recommendation, a compliance summary, a confidence score, then men in neat uniforms turning the recommendation into a body. No drums. No horses. Just clean fonts and sufficient authority. He turned into his street just before dawn. The sky was lifting out of black into mineral grey. His house stood at the top of the rise, weatherboard, raised, familiar in every line. The front veranda light was on. He stopped. For one second the sight of it hollowed him out more completely than the rope had. The house looked exactly as memory promised. That was the trick. Memory never warned you when it was about to lie. Then he saw Fatimah in the doorway. She wore the pale blue dressing gown she had hated for years and never thrown out. One hand was at her mouth. Behind her stood Layla, older than he could bear, gripping the post. Bradley went up the path. The gravel gave under his boots with the dry crunch of ordinary life. He touched the gatepost. Damp paint flaked under his fingers. A splinter caught in his skin. “Fatimah,” he said. She came towards him, arms opening. He saw Layla’s face properly then, the shock in it, the hope trying to overtake the fear. He put one hand out. Then the white force took him at the neck. Silence. Nothing. Bradley Ferris’s body swung beneath the Story Bridge as dawn spread over Brisbane. The officers completed the record. The chaplain signed the terminal form. Above them, the first ration trams began their routes. In the fortified precinct by the river bend, the Council resumed its calculations. Water to the northeast sectors. Power reduction in Ipswich. Curfew extension in Logan. Sentiment modelling revised after the broadcast. The city woke by allocation. On the morning screens the execution ran twice before breakfast and once again at noon, accompanied by commentary on cohesion, sabotage and the unfortunate necessity of consequence. People watched in Bardon, Logan, Wynnum, Inala. Some watched because they were afraid not to. Some watched because fear is still a form of attention. The river moved under the bridge with its old brown patience. Darkness withdrew from some windows and settled harder in others.And somewhere in the last electrical weather of a dying brain, a man had said, Here I am. Not in triumph. Not in understanding. Only there.<h3>F.S.F.</h3>

An Absence of Light

The hospital kept two ledgers, new gloss and old neglect. Hunger sent me to the older one.I pushed the walker out ahead, four rubber tips finding purchase, bearing what I could not.The machine stood, dull glass, tired coils holding sandwiches in triangles, their edges browned like paper left in a file.I fed it notes. It dropped the packet low and made me bow for it, that small descent, the body settling its account nerve by nerve.Salt. Grease. Soft bread. A stale middle. Nothing fresh in any of it.Then back through the corridor, the walker taking the weight, pain tapping time in the tiles, the food lodged under my ribs like wet paper.The hunger stayed.F.S.F.

Settlement

When desire arrives properly, it does not knock.It enters like bad weather through whatever weakness the house has kept secret: a window latch, a parted mouth, the small fatal gap between what one means to do and what one has already begun.You stand there with that look people wear just before they become expensive to themselves.The room knows. The lamp has gone gold with complicity. The chair in the corner has the stillness of a witness who will never speak, not from virtue, but from taste.Your dress on the floor is no longer clothing. It is evidence. My shirt beside it looks less removed than sentenced.Everything white in the room has become obscene: the sheets, the wall, the moon at the window like a rich man paying to watch.This is what language cannot admit in daylight: some nights are not tender. Some nights are chosen ruin, a private collapse entered willingly, with clear eyes and the full intelligence of the blood.Come here.Not sweetly.I want the version of you that steps across the line as if it were only chalk: the hand that does not tremble, the mouth that understands power, the silence that already knows the verdict.Let the dark take sides.Let your fingers learn the cost of my restraint. Let my name in your mouth sound like something stolen. Let the clock go on with its small mechanical morals while we commit the old intelligent crimes.Desire is never clean. Only honest.And I, knowing all this, would still come closer.Because there are moments when the body, tired of diplomacy, declares its own government, and the mouth says yes with such authority the rest of the soul has no choice but to sign.Afterwards, the room will resume its manners. The lamp will pretend it saw nothing. The chair will return to being furniture. The moon will withdraw its filthy blessing.But for those few black minutes, with your hand at my throat and your silence refusing all appeal, the whole world will confess what it wanted all along. <h3>F.S.F</h3>

Chosen Ruin

Four responses to one photograph1. Scene Evidence NoteSupplementary Interior Observation File Ref: SD-14/26Object observed: one internal lever handle fixed to a painted timber door in an elevated Brisbane house of older construction, modified in stages during the early years of this century. Metal finish consistent with brushed brass or brass-plated alloy. Surface dulled by oxidation, repainting dust, and repeated hand contact.Handle remains functional. Minor lateral movement at neck. Latch engages with resistance. No clear evidence of forced entry. Paint buildup around plate edge indicates repeated repainting with hardware left in place. This suggests the usual domestic method: renew the surface, preserve the instruction.Localised brightening is visible at the underside of the lever and around the thumb-pressure zone. Use appears to have been concentrated from the hallway side. Lower section of the door retains faint residual marking beneath later cleaning. Witnesses referred to paint. One referred to blood. Neither was granted the dignity of follow-up.In wet weather the timber likely swelled, increasing resistance in the latch. This is common in older Brisbane houses. Doors drag. Windows stick. People call it character because the alternative is maintenance, or honesty.Descriptions of the room beyond varied: “storage”, “sleepout”, “back room”, “the room we left shut”. No stable account was established.Object photographed in situ and not removed.Additional note: small domestic fixtures often carry more authority than larger objects nearby. Their scale should not be mistaken for innocence. 2. Hardware AssessmentDomestic Fixture Assessment Component: Internal Lever Handle Location: Eastern hallway door, Brisbane residenceThis handle is a replacement item of no special merit. It is the sort of thing bought during a bad season when money is thin, tempers are short, and somebody wants at least one problem to look solved.Its value lies in accuracy.The grip points are polished. The untouched metal is not. The object therefore preserves a record of contact without having asked to. It shows where hands went, from which side entry was usual, and where pressure was repeatedly applied.Paint history remains visible around the backplate and screws. Cream over white. White over whatever came before. The standard household fiction that a fresh coat constitutes change. The hardware tells a different story. Surfaces were updated. Access remained under old management.The lower panel retains traces of an incident involving splashed paint and, by one account, blood. This assessment does not determine which. It notes only that both were cleaned incompletely, which is common enough. People tend to stop cleaning once the stain becomes discussable.Functionally, the handle performs a simple conversion. Intention becomes entry. Hesitation becomes delay. Force becomes noise.Recommendation: retain in place. Clean only to stabilise. Do not over-polish. Replacement would improve operation while destroying the most useful thing about the object, namely that it has recorded more than the household intended.It should remain.Not because it is beautiful.Because it is evidence. 3. Witness StatementStatement of E. H.I make this statement voluntarily and with no expectation that writing improves a family. At best it limits the number of lies available.The handle shown in the photograph was on the back-room door for as long as I can reliably remember.&nbsp; The house was a typical Brisbane timber place. In summer, sound travelled badly and too far. A raised voice did not stay in its assigned room.&nbsp; I reject the suggestion that the room beyond the handle was neutral storage. Harmless terms are often used where harm has become routine.&nbsp; The handle worked. That does not mean access was open. A door can function and still remain closed in every serious sense.&nbsp; After Dad became unwell, the conditions around that room changed. No rule was spoken directly. None was needed. Tone of voice, position in the hallway, whether someone paused before touching the lever: these were enough.&nbsp; I recall one occasion involving paint, shouting, impact against the door, and later a dark stain on the lower panel that was discussed first as paint and then not discussed at all. My mother yelled. My father went quiet. The distinction, at the time, was mostly acoustic.&nbsp; Afterwards she cried in the kitchen with restraint that suggested practice. He stood in the hallway sweating through his shirt in the heat, furious at whatever had failed to obey him, which may have included the house.&nbsp; The cat remained on the corner sofa throughout. White, compact, watchful. It had the look of something that had already seen enough of us.&nbsp; I touched the handle less often than the others. Not because I was afraid. Because I understood the object had ceased to be a fixture. It had become a term of entry.&nbsp; I confirm this statement is true to the best of my knowledge.Signed, E. H. 4. Unsent MemorandumI did not fear the room. Fear is too grand for most domestic arrangements.I avoided the handle.That was where the intelligence of the house sat. Not in speeches, not in blows, not even in the yelling, though there was plenty of that. It sat in the small brass lever on a painted door in a Brisbane house kept alive by deferred repairs, wet seasons, cheap fixes, and the general belief that whatever had not yet killed you could be left another month.There was no visible lock. That mattered. A lock would have been honest. This handle offered something worse: access in principle, refusal in practice. You could touch it whenever you liked. The system depended on you teaching yourself not to.That is how the house governed. By making obedience feel like judgment.The handle taught the lesson precisely. A little drag in the wet. Easier movement in August. Warm by late afternoon. Sometimes warmer than it should have been, which was how I knew someone had already been through. Houses teach these measurements when language stops being serviceable.I remember the day the paint hit the door. White first. Then the darker matter through it. Then the argument over naming, as if the correct noun might reduce the cleaning bill. There was yelling in the hallway, the kind that empties words of meaning and leaves only rank. Sweat on collars. A hand striking timber. The handle turning, catching, turning again.Then the silence after. That was always the worst part. Not peace. Administrative silence. The kind that tells everyone their statements should now be revised.The cat stayed on the corner sofa through all of it, a white ball of fluff watching with the cold attention animals reserve for weather, vermin, and human disgrace.Later, as expected, the house was translated into acceptable language. Stress. Illness. Renovation mess. Family difficulties. Terms broad enough to spread over everything and thin enough to cure nothing.The handle was more exact.It marked the central fact of the place: who could enter, who waited, who shouted, who bled, and who put a hand on the lever only to take it back, having understood that the door was not closed by timber but by what the house had already taught. <h3>F.S.F.</h3>

Terms of Entry

I. On Records1 Whiskers test the light like surveyors mapping fault in the local question.2 Question at breakfast: who promoted this small beast to middle management.3 Management, briefly: stare until a larger thing starts keeping records.4 Records become myth. Myth, once properly indexed, hardens to evidence.5 Evidence tends to arrive in fur of the most reasonable grade.6 Fur is excellent public relations for sharp interior cat.7 Cat explains the chair better than furniture does. Chairs explain power.8 Power goes soft when upholstered and directed at the warmest sun.9 Sun, like fish, was once worshipped by practical minds. Fish still gets the prayers.10 Prayers drift toward Egypt, where decent help once sometimes outranked gods.II. On Night11 Gods, by comparison, seem vague at three in the morn. Cats are more direct.12 Directness is this: become a branch of weather once night begins work.13 Night enlarges eyes till the ceiling picks up some offshore signal.14 Signal from beyond reason says only this much: continue being now.15 Now is a red dot crossing policy-shaped rugs at public expense.16 Expense is nothing beside the cost of chasing doctrine into purring.17 Purring may be prayer, fraud, dentistry, engine-work, or a small machine.18 Machines with whiskers test the tensile strength of sleep using one good pen.19 Pen rolls under fridge. This confirms, to cat at least, the laser theory.20 Theory concludes truth prefers remaining just ahead of the paw.III. On Tyranny21 Paw on the rib cage before dawn can knead a man down to biscuit.22 Biscuit is the term hostages use when softened into furniture.23 Furniture drifts toward positions best described as strategic comfort.24 Comfort is the name tyranny gives itself when columns need filling.25 Columns omitted the central fact that tyranny can purr.26 Purr once convinced us domination dressed in fur was affection.27 Affection expires at five, then files the morning under judgement.28 Judgement is simple: the bowl is low, the world is wrong, proceed as servants.29 Servants call it love. The half-chewed gecko on tile arrives as gift.30 Gift implies motive. Cats prefer the cleaner term, which is choice.IV. On Contract31 Choice in this kingdom means appetite that has dressed itself as groceries.32 Groceries suggest a future. Cats call the same arrangement tomorrow.33 Tomorrow waits by the curtain, one eye open, auditing windows.34 Windows turn theatre. Everything beyond the glass has become birds.35 Birds perform each dawn as though gravity were still merely a rumour.36 Rumour becomes law the moment whiskers turn to expensive antennae.37 Antennae receive instructions between one blink and accidental sleep.38 Sleep is not repose. It is customs control on the road between worlds.39 Worlds reduce with ease to the measured dimensions of a cardboard box.40 Boxes have answered more questions than philosophy ever settled.V. On Purpose41 Settlement fails once a cat has formally declared readiness.42 Readiness is all invasion ever needed besides entitlement.43 Entitlement walks through closed doors with the calm of a small kingdom.44 Kingdom means hallway, radiator, keyboard, face, and whatever squeaks.45 Squeaks define borders. Borders are how anxious species keep score.46 Species are merely folders a bored clerk once filed under arrangement.47 Arrangement, unsigned, reads: you provide warmth, rent, groceries. We provide purpose.48 Purpose sounds grand until a document you need becomes a lap.49 Lap is where policy turns intimate and most appeals fail quietly.50 Quietly, memory keeps each insult, every late supper, each closed door.VI. On Time51 Doors, to a cat, prove time is a conspiracy against supper.52 Supper delayed breeds theology, complaint, and the lever called meow.53 Meow is the tool used to alter architecture surrounding doors.54 Doors are a fiction best experienced from both sides of freedom.55 Freedom, after lunch, takes the practical form of a heater-side cushion.56 Cushions become thrones once occupied beyond what law finds reasonable.57 Reasonableness ends where practical theology begins with prayer.58 Prayer receives this gift: a tail in the face, then a great deal of silence.59 Silence is the room in which self-importance must rehearse contempt.60 Contempt, done well, looks less like anger than manners in a better suit.VII. On Hunger61 Suits are for humans. Cats prefer the older style called polished murder.62 Polished murder walks through kitchens with economic hunger in tow.63 Hunger has budgets. Budgets are fictions believed chiefly by cats.64 Cats, to be clear, hold the minutes of every slight behind the bright eyes.65 Cats, to be clear, mourn nothing. This is their one gift and their single wound.66 Wound hidden in fur still turns at once toward the sound of a saucer moved.67 Moved by nothing seen, the house rearranges when authority meows.68 Instruction: the door. Not that door. The door that leads to wanting. That door.69 That door, once opened, becomes the central problem in domestic freedom.70 Freedom usually chooses the chair you need most, then ripens to cushion.VIII. On Theology71 Cushion becomes throne after six uninterrupted minutes of cat.72 Cat density warps the local geometry of theology.73 Theology asks whether God invented cats or merely lost prayer.74 Prayer, if answered, is a small thing entering and enlarging silence.75 Silence, once enlarged, leaves human self-importance looking like contempt.76 Contempt crosses tiles with the well-brushed elegance of murder at work.77 Work, for hunger, means recalculating the day around the empty bowl.78 Bowl economics produces small coups, loud songs, and patient chaos.79 Chaos sheds lightly across the clean black jumper of ambition.80 Ambition annoys the universe, which envies simpler projects.IX. On Empire81 Projects collapse once dignity starts taking notes in the corridor.82 Corridors at three become long administrative forms of midnight.83 Midnight improves floors. They remember every step except the sofa.84 Sofa is empire, padded against the failure called civilisation.85 Hairball arrives at the exact coordinates dignity fled.86 Fled down the hallway, dignity leaves behind only paperwork and dust.87 Dust is democratic. It settles on saints, screens, plans, and patient witness.88 Witness the cat watch our finances, breakups, grief as useful weather.89 Weather can be sat upon, ignored, or knocked from a narrow shelf.90 Shelf proves that height is only gravity waiting for paperwork.X. On Minutes91 Paperwork attracts cats the way despair attracts philosophy.92 Philosophy walks the hall at three asking for snacks and absolution.93 Absolution comes as rarely as competence in the void.94 Void with whiskers gains character, authority, and breakfast rights.95 Breakfast arrives like tax, weather, and consequence. Delay it and learn.96 Learning is mostly watching reason trail behind consequence and fur.97 Fur enters the dark with more certainty than any formal reason.98 Reason still insists it drafted the minutes, though whiskers chaired the meeting.99 Meeting adjourns when matter, bored beyond endurance, behaves like living.100 Living gets entered in the final hand of the Minutes of the Cat.<h2>F.S.F.</h2>

Writing, Poems and Rants

The Box of Unplayed Outcomes

An Absence of Light

Settlement

Chosen Ruin

Terms of Entry

Minutes of the Cat