The blind groundhog
It’s happening again.
The slow burn of annoyance flickers to life
as I pat my pockets,
scan the kitchen counter,
and peer under the newspaper
as if my glasses have somehow
mastered the art of camouflage.
It’s the third time this week,
but who's counting?
(Except me, obviously.)
I can already hear the ghost of Monday’s panic
rattling its chains in my mind,
and Thursday’s fiasco lingering like a bad aftertaste.
I march from room to room,
each step more frantic than the last,
my hands swiping across surfaces,
yanking open drawers with the urgency
of a man searching for a misplaced lottery ticket.
Are they in the bathroom?
The car?
The refrigerator?
I’m not above checking,
because at this point,
it feels like anything is possible.
Memories of past searches
flash before my eyes—
like that time I found them in the garage,
next to the lawnmower,
or last summer when they turned up in the freezer
(I still don’t want to talk about that one).
By now, I’m muttering to myself,
something about losing my mind,
or how this is surely
a sign of some greater cosmic joke,
when my daughter walks in,
and in one glance,
solves the mystery
with the ease of a seasoned detective.
“Dad,” she says,
barely suppressing a grin,
“they’re on your head.”
Of course.
Of course they are.
I reach up and there they are,
perched like a tired bird
that’s been resting there all along,
mocking my frantic search
with their quiet, unassuming presence.
I let out a laugh—
part relief, part disbelief,
part resignation to the fact
that this will probably happen again,
and again, and again,
until I’m either too old to care
or too forgetful to remember
that I should care at all.
I slide the glasses back onto my nose,
the world snapping into focus
with a clarity that feels both miraculous
and a little smug.
My daughter just shakes her head,
already halfway out of the room,
knowing, as I do,
that the next time this happens—
because there will be a next time—
she’ll be right there,
ready to save me from myself
once more.